Need help with patience and faith

So, long story short, yesterday I purchased a few spells through the spellbinding sisters to get an ex back. She lefte last month, left me completely devastated. Since then I've made the mistake of pursuing her trying to fix things and I have only succeeded in pushing her away even farther. She has even contacted the police to have them contact me to leave her alone. It's bad. She also has befriended my ex girlfriend before her. So I can't even imagine how much she's turned off by me currently. She is also seeing a new guy that is totally inappopriate for her. The new guy left a long term relationship for my ex.

This is my first time trying spells, and I spent a good chunk of change on it. However I don't have much patience. I want this fixed now even though I know it is impossible. How have you guys passed the time mentally to wait for this....it's driving me nuts!