You just got to give it time. As hard as it is do not obsess and stay positive. We are here to if we can.
Dragon,
I have been trying to be positive, but it is so hard especially there are so many times i wanted him to be with me sharing happy moments.
really feel like feeling up after so long
I know its hard, we have all been there. Sometimes it helps to step back a bit. Someone is always willing to here if it is needed. You have to let the energy do its work without interference which is really hard at times.
I have been trying to be positive, but it is so hard especially there are so many times i wanted him to be with me sharing happy moments.
really feel like feeling up after so long
I know its hard, we have all been there. Sometimes it helps to step back a bit. Someone is always willing to here if it is needed. You have to let the energy do its work without interference which is really hard at times.
I'm worried if I step back he really won't come a step forward.
As well it has been so long, there's nothing at all... My faith level is moving like statistic, up n down. At times, I feel power up and faith level is strong. At times it just dropped to zero and I start to cry for no reason.
I really hate myself being like that, feeling hurt and perhaps he doesn't know at all
No I mean step back from thinking spells, reading, etc. If you have contact with target definitely keep that up though times that can be trying itself.
I know its hard, we have all been there. Sometimes it helps to step back a bit. Someone is always willing to here if it is needed. You have to let the energy do its work without interference which is really hard at times.
I'm worried if I step back he really won't come a step forward.
As well it has been so long, there's nothing at all... My faith level is moving like statistic, up n down. At times, I feel power up and faith level is strong. At times it just dropped to zero and I start to cry for no reason.
I really hate myself being like that, feeling hurt and perhaps he doesn't know at all
You have to kinda go with the flow. We've all been through and is still going through the same of what your feeling! You have to let go of things. With my situation I had to look at it like there was nothing that I could do that this very moment to change things or even change him. He was doing what he was doing anyways. I have done everything and was exhausted to the max. I had to just let it be and pray and take sea salt baths daily. I did what I could do at home. After I began to concentrate on me, started to go out with friends (of course I still thought of him) but I was having fun, lifting my spirits and having good energy then BOOM, he came to me!! It was very hard! It's still hard at times but it's much better! Trust and believe and I promise you, you will be happy again!
Dragon, thanks. Just that emotional feelings come back n pushed everything to the extreme.
Magic, it is always easy to say than doing, n u guys are so strong to hv passed they that phase. I 'overcome' it once, and din know I fall back to the same track again after I met him.
And I'm afraid he will think that I have given up n he even will move on with his n look around. Really no idea, if he really still love me and if he will really return. I mean, at least 'let me know' that's all
Dragon, thanks. Just that emotional feelings come back n pushed everything to the extreme.
Magic, it is always easy to say than doing, n u guys are so strong to hv passed they that phase. I 'overcome' it once, and din know I fall back to the same track again after I met him.
And I'm afraid he will think that I have given up n he even will move on with his n look around. Really no idea, if he really still love me and if he will really return. I mean, at least 'let me know' that's all
I know it's easier said than done. We all been there; started from the bottom.... I've fallen many times. Matter of fact, I'm still falling. I cried tonight; big time! But now I wipe away those tears and it's time to move on to what tomorrow brings! My target is living with another female!!! This is killing me, but I'm just looking forward to June when it will be over and he can move out (from his lease with this female)!! I have to take it one day at a time! Can you image all the things that cross my mind? All the what ifs and wondering what's going on behind the walls of that home.... I hate it, but there is nothing that I can do!!!! And I'm sure, someone out in the world has it worst than I do. Hang in there because I am!
